postpone

I have finally started classes meaning that I am a Junior at URI. I am very excited for the restoration ecology class where we will have a real client and field trips to a site that is seeking restoration. I am not feeling very happy recently but I have sought out help so soon that should not be the feeling. this week I have been keeping a morning pages journal so i wake up a little early and spend fifteen minutes doing free write before I get up and start my day. This weeks post will be a poem I wrote for morning pages.

POSTPONE

things used to be different

my attitude was productive

positive

better

But recently life has changed

the priorities of actions are shuffled

so sleep and waste time

come before read and work out

I am resting

and not producing

I am sad

and not sure why

life is strange

time will make it better

or so I keep saying

for now

I snooze

again and again

until I must get up

and cannot postpone another minute.

Lets hope things get better soon and my alarm can avoid the repeated snoozing. till next week-Rachel

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One thought on “postpone

  1. I’m glad you’re getting help so you can start feeling better again! Let me know if you ever need someone to talk to. 🙂 And good luck on junior year! You’re going to do amazing.

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